A Bit of an Update

I think it is well known by anyone that follows me here that I write quite a bit of poetry about my life, about the relationships that I’m in, the experiences that I have. There can be gaps of time between my posts as I struggle to write because I am depressed or uninspired. I process a lot through my poetry. Everything can come out really raw and sometimes I just need a bit of a break.

A few weeks ago, I chose to end my marriage of 12 years. I/We had been struggling for a while, though in the last several months things escalated more quickly. I moved out and we are working on coparenting the best that we can, keeping our kids in mind. I could go into all the reasons that motivated this decision, but I don’t really feel like justifying it to anyone, much less the internet.

When my marriage ended, so did my D/s relationship with my husband. Today, I am no longer anyone’s submissive or babygirl or anything of that nature. I am diligently working to find peace with in myself, to dig into my inner submissive find what truly works for her, beyond the control of any other person that might want to tame or train me.

So please forgive me if my poetry takes a turn or if I am posting less. I am trying, but I have a lot of irons in the fire at the moment.