Journal Prompt August 6, 2024

Today’s Journal Prompt
August 6, 2024
“If I have to do something out of the ordinary for me, then we are not a match. I am going to be myself for the foreseeable future, so if that does not inspire submission now, it never will.”
Flagg

There are aspects of my core self that are fixed. Things that exist for me beyond individual moments or relationships. My submissive nature is one of them. The need I have to serve someone, the need for that person to be worthy. Not worthy in the way that they must be bigger or stronger or tougher. But worthy in the way that they must know how to lead, not out of fear or anger or a desire for power, but out of understanding and love and devotion. I have written quite a bit about my devotion to my dominant, about the contentment I have worshipping her. But what I feel, what knowledge is true for me, is that she is as devoted to me, to our energy, as I am to her. The manner that we show that devotion changes to be sure. I see her devotion to me when she leads me in the path we walk together. A path that isn’t about making me into something I’m not. She isn’t training to be the perfect slave or kajira or something else that really doesn’t work for me. She doesn’t guide me in the direction that speaks to HER best interest, or what is easiest for her. I haven’t felt for one moment that I have no say in this journey, like I have with so many other dominants that have come before her. Every step of the way she has listened as I have expressed my needs, my…