Spoonie Girl

Late night- cant sleep
My skin feels like buzzing bees
Out of bed
Take more meds
Smoke a little joint

Its been so long
That I've been searching
Trying to find answers
To this spoonie problem of mine
But no doctor can take the time

A thousand stingers coat my body
As i try an awkward yoga pose
Cant you see how much I've tried
I know my face doesn't show the pain I'm in
That doesn't make it fake

I'm a spoonie girl
Down to my bones
That ache and pop and grind