I am a blank canvas and though I try
To paint myself with colors and beauty
All my work is absorbed and undone
But you- you can leave bruises on me
You can bury “your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence”
And leave me with your sins
My bucket is seeping faster than normal.
All I wanted was something beautiful
But now I’m a fucking monster
“my love too much, your love not enough”
We keep trying to fix the hole in my bucket
But the glue doesn’t hold
I overflow with thoughts and emotions
Surrounded by such caring and sweetness
And yet, I feel alone, and lost
Wandering through the dark forest of the unknown
My feet bare and bleeding,
My eyes refusing to adjust to the dim
